Cuddlefest
Zack came over yesterday to watch a movie (The Science of Sleep) with me. While we we watching the movie, he rested his head on my shoulder and held my hand. Now, like most people, I enjoy a good cuddle—even a friendship cuddle! But somehow, I felt strange; mostly because he dated my friend Mel a month ago. I kept on thinking, is this breaking some sort of girl code? And the other thing, his laugh is almost like my ex-boyfriend’s, which is not good. It’s not as booming or loud, but they both have the same pitch and it’s a little creepy. But Zack is a nice guy, I’m sure. He’s one of the few guys that Robbie likes (Robbie has a bad habit of thinking all my guy friends are up to no good). I wish I didn’t feel so guilty.
Then Johnny called. He said he would be in town for a couple of days. So I’ll probably visit him sometime this week. After Johnny, Robbie called, which is strange because we haven’t talked for about a month. He said that he found a house to move into and that he’s going back to school to get his master’s degree in education, I think. I was happy to hear from him—but a little mad too. I tried my best to smile and I hope he didn’t catch on! Fingers crossed!
