06/7/2009



Temptress

I’ve been hanging out with Johnny a lot lately. And I’ve told him about Zack and he smiles and replies, “That doesn’t matter, baby. It’s not like you’re going to kiss me, right?” And the thing is, I almost want to (and I know that makes me a terrible person). Johnny is everything that Zack is not—passionate, daring, complicated, intriguing and would treat me horribly if we dated. But thing is I do want passion—not just physical but emotional too.

Zack is everything a good girl would hope for. He treats me unbelievably well and does the little things to make me happy.

Sigh.

Maybe I’m not a good girl.